Inspiration, Just My Thoughts

Storms Always Pass

Being Still
Cried my eyes out around 11:30AM….
I am feeling very unbalanced.
I hate when things are not stable.
I hate that I don’t have patience.
I can’t wait til this storm is over.
I can’t wait til I’m out the fire.
I wish I had more faith.
I pray for the strength to hold on.
I pray for everyone around me but who’s praying for me?
I pray that everything works according to His divine plan.
I just wish His plan and my plan are in alignment.
I know something great is coming.
I just don’t like this rocky period.
I’ll be ok. I just need need to Let go & Let god.
But my God, it is difficult…HELP ME!

Deep huh?

Can you believe I have no clue what I was going through when I wrote the passage above? I found this in the Notes section of my phone from three (3) years ago! I cannot remember what I was going through or who I was mad at or why I was so hurt. I do remember being in a depression three (3) years ago but as to what triggered me writing that note, I have no clue.

The reason why I shared this with you guys is to show you that storms do pass. I know that in that moment of me writing that note, I probably felt like whatever I was feeling and going through was never going to end. But thank God it did end. I have since learned that everything in life is temporary, especially your emotions. When I used to go to therapy, my therapist used to tell me not to act in anger. She said that anger was like a hot air balloon, you go really high but eventually it comes back down. I try to think of this when I get upset about something and it is way for me to control my anger. there was a period in my life where I would become so enraged I would literally see red and I felt that I could not calm myself down. It seems so silly when I think of it now, because I could not imagine someone getting my that upset now. Thank God for growth!

Whenever you going through a storm and nothing seems to be going right, I advise you to be still until it passes. IT WILL PASS. Here is a song I listen to whenever I am going through a lot. I listen to gospel music when I am upset to bring me back down or when I am going through a rough patch to keep me grounded. I hope it blesses you like it blesses me.

Whatever you do, remember the storm will pass. Just be patient. I promise you it is worth it.

-Ciao, Bella

2 thoughts on “Storms Always Pass

  1. My dear friend I’m so happy you no longer feel the way you felt before, but what I’m really happy about is you recognizing that you have change and that God have a lot to do with it. You are such a beautiful example that we all can change and most change for our soul and heart being in love with life and our love ones. God Bless!!! Love, Sylvia

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